Isolation

As I remember
My eyes fill with tears
I am sitting in my yard
June bugs buzzing around me
The sun beating down

But I am floating in space
I am deaf
I am blind
I am cold
So cold

I remember
The false promises of love
As he violated me
In soul
In mind

And I thought
I loved him too
But I felt so dirty
And so empty
So unhappy

It could not be love
He was breaking my heart
So I broke his
To save mine
Now I'm alone

The sun is distant
And I am so cold
But I shed no tears
Is the sun hot enough
To dry them?